Why the heck I am always on the wrong side. Do your just listen to what they said? What is Justice, by giving death sentence to the prisoner, who haven't even defend himself?

Your always said I am a weirdo, I am a extreme hardworking person in a sarcastic manner, I am a person who made fun of ppl, I am a person who have freaking many tuition out there, I am a person who never care about others, I am a person who always ask this and that.

So what? That's me! If you don't like my way of socializing, then get the hell out of my sight! Stop backstabbing people alrights. Stop doing those little actions that will hurt others. Moreover, so what if I am hardworking? It's my business, none of yours? Why do your want me not to work hard? Or is it that when I fail my paper than your are happy? Think about it, is it worth it? Is that academic value far more important than the friendship? So what if made fun of ppl, aren't they made fun of me too? Or is it correct way that you can backstab me while I am standing there to let your backstab? So what If I have tuition? I admit that I am not that clever, at least I did my best to have tuition out there to achieve better grades right? Your says I never care about other, but is that true? Who are the one who always stand beside YOU when you're sad? Who're the one's who give you advises? Who're the one who go through the thick and thin with you? Anyway, life is about asking here and that. If your don't like my question. Then just pls just Shut the Fuck Up. That's my personality, and please respect it?

And now, who the freaking hell or freaking bastard/bitch stand beside me when I need your the most? Who the hell always listen to my sorrow? Yes, there are. But are they sincere? Sadly, no. They always treat my words as rubbish. Always says 'friends are important'. But I seriously doubt so. I came from a almost br0kken family, and i hate socializing. What I need is just parental love, communication with my peers and encouragement. That's all I want. Is my request overboard? Everytime i call my friend, they always want to quickly end the call ASAP. And when they need my help, they will beg me and praise me as a god. Come on, I am not a puppet okay? Anyway, how will you feel if you are facing the four walls in your house, with no one talking to you? That's what i call loneliness. What I need is just communication, that's all. But who will give the utmost attention to me? I just needed a little bit attention, that's all.

Even I have receive encouragement word, those are come from my distant friends, not the 'close friends' I had always refered too. They often break my promises, which seriously hurt me a lot. So, I have thus concluded that I don't have any close friends right now. Neither nor I will share my sorrow with my peers again. All they do is just mocking at you, or laugh at you cus' of the story being too dramatic. Like, what the fuck? I am telling my honest words, yet I receive such comments. Seriously, I am unhappy about it, and I don't think is anything funny okay?

I will never ever share my sorrow with anyone again.