Just a moment ago, i fet a sudden pain in my back again. Am i dying soon ? Have been asking myself this question. My back problem is deteriorating, and I cant do a single thing to salvage it.

Okay back to topic. Visit to other ppl blog earlier on. My Zhenghua and regent peeps - Sometimes i really wonder, am I the one that remain unchanged, or they are changing for the worse? In the past, they were the top few scorers and I thought I am the most stupid among them, but now, looking at them spending their time worthlessly everyday breaks my heart. LOLS. It may sound weird to your, but from a friend point of view, it really hurts me. I dunno why, i will just feel that, "why on earth at that point of time i didnt helped them?" and this sentence alone will make me feel guilty enough. Perhaps that's my weakness that has been exploited by my friends over and over again.

EMcee for Mr Koh farewell event - omg i totally screwed up the emcee. Lucky got peixuan helped me out, if not the event sure get screwed up by me.

Sian... I still cant find the mugging spirit... Hope my personal motivational programme will help me find soon. lols -.-
Alright, i shall stop here.