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Monday, November 12, 2007 / 8:24 PM

MY FAULT, MY FAULT, ALWAYS MY FAULT.

Why everything always is my fault de? Family problem also my fault meh? You think I want de arh. Then the upcoming prefect camp, I had a conflict with my dad over this thing. Why? My grandma had past away for one month, and I need to be present there, and this thing clashes with the dates with the prefect camp. Your might think that, don't go then don't go larhs, what's the big deal, but if YOU were in my freakin' shoe, with relative around you calling you "bu xiao zi", how would you feel then? Tell me, HOW WOULD YOU FEEL?! You know today how angry I was, then you spoke to me in that manner. I was freakin' angry you know?! Yes, the last day of sch, I maybe accidentally ignore you. I didn't meant to do that. I had a small conflict over with my family. That's why I look so trouble and ignore your at the last day. I had always been like that. Didn't you know that? Yes, i admit, I was at wrong at that time, but if YOU were me, would you do that also? Tell me, right in my face. Not only that, i already appologised ler, if you dun believe you can ask jennifer, rina, isaac, huiling, and stef. Yes, I might accidentally forget about you, but you can't expect me to remember the whole list of people right. What you want more? You know this little things had already make me can't smile anymore, even you say my smile, it's isn't that natural smile I always show in the past. I am really tired you know. My tolerance level has a limit de, with the account that I don't wish to reveal anything conflicts with my family out in this blog. BECAUSE OF YOU, I need to do that. You know how much i Hate you. I really hate you! You can say me " xiao qi ", but if you were me, tell me, what would you do? I am not saying you are at fault, but please, for GODNESS SAKES, can you get the whole picture thing before making any comment? If you are willing to help me out, I am fine with it. I am really fine with it.

But if YOUR are adding insult to the injury, THEN WOULD PLEASE JUST SHUT THE HELL UP and GET THE HELL OUT OF MY SIGHT?! Don't think your are always the right one, take note about the feeling of the people around you. This is all I wanted to say.

Two things - Take it or leave it.